The weight of the silence is killing me

"And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time...

...Did I say that I want to leave it all behind

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you"

~The Blower's Daughter, Damien Rice~

I'm frustrated. Am alternating between serene regard of these confounded thoughts and complete and utter frustration at not being able to deal with them on my own. I hate silence. I'm frustrated.