Need. Want. Need.

I can't wait to get out of here. I can't wait to get the fuck out of here.

I need to leave behind this half of the year and start the next fresh. Need to get far away. For once I want to run, leave everything behind to fix itself. Want things to be ok when I get back. Want myself to be ok.

Tired. Tired of fixing. Tired of self-control. Tired of self-reliance. Tired of fighting. Tired of floating on currents. Tired of dragging time limits. Tired of waiting.

Tired of everything.

I need something to hope for.